Well, while I am literally sick (I was bit by a spider apparently?) I'm probably talking about more emotional sick and tired. Today especially, for some reason I have yet to identify, I've felt really irritable. Maybe it's the medicine. Mom's been doing better, but still puts off some very important responsibilities. I just still really feel like I'd be better off living with my brother or at my surragate's family house. I just feel uncomfortable being at home.

Another issue is that I've kind of been getting irritated at some of my friends. Idk, I think some of them are overreacting to some issues. Ugh, I don't know why I'm snapping so much.

School's killing me. Between AP, chem, and math, I can barely keep up. Next year will hopefully be better. Spring break soon, thank god.

The one thing I'm truly happy about is Paul. God, I love that kid. He's the cutest brother in existance. He cares for me probably more than Mom at this point.

I don't mean to sound like I'm whinning, but there are things that are pissing me off. I just want to feel less stressed, because I honestly don't really have a reason to.

That's it. Thanks for reading.